03 April 2012
Sekitar jam 3.00 am
cane nk bygkan perasaan linda mse tu ek? lps sorg, sorg nurse dtg check bukaan.. tp bukaan linda msih 4cm.. terasa msa berlalu dgn sgt perlahan.. air drip ntah da bp kali tukar.. linda mengantuk sgt sbb x ckup tdo.. ble linda cuba tdo, mest tersentak sbb sakit contraction dtg.. mse tu sempat lg msg2 dgn hb & kak ipar.. sekurang2nya ble dlm situasi mcm ni, ad gak org yg ambil berat.. bohong kalo linda x igt mati.. linda sempat lg pk ntah linda dpt ke x tgk bby.. sayu sgt mse tuh..
patient len siap kluar msuk utk bersalin.. lps sorg, sorg.. dgr tangisan bby.. comel sgt.. tp knp bkn linda? linda usap2 perut mse tu.. ckp ngan bby kluar cpt2.. linda mmg da x thn sgt.. mmg da give up.. x pnh hadapi saat2 cmni sblm neh..
betul la org kata.. nk bersalin bkn sje fizikal kne standby, mental lg la.. sgt mencabar..
kena plak ble nurse check bukaan yg berbeza2.. ble nurse A = 5cm.. selang 2 jam nurse B dtg = 4cm.. perghhhh.. terus putus harapan..
Sekitar jam 9.00 am
doc V.Meera yg mula2 wt saringan kt linda semalam pg dtg.. ble linda mengadu sakit, doc ckp nk bersalin mmg sakit.. kne sabar.. owhhh.. apape la doc.. sy da xleh nk pk da.. ape yg sy tau sy sakit sgt.. doc check bukaan da 6cm.. siap motivate ckp x lame lg linda bersalin.. ok la dpt harapan.. sempat lg berangan dlm kol 11 mesti linda bersalin..
since bukaan pn da agk besar, doc decide utk pecahkn air ketuban bg mempercepatkn proses bersalin.. ble air ketuban pecah mmg x sakit.. linda rse lega jap.. tp sekejap je.. lps tu rasa sakit dtg blk.. lbih sakit dr sblm air ketuban dipecahkan.. linda rse mcm ditekan2 ari2.. rse cm ad benda nk kluar je.. tp doc da pesan selagi bukaan blom ckup besar, selagi tu linda x bleh meneran.. linda da x mampu nk wat ape da dgn keadaan badan yg sgt letih, perut yg lapar & tekak yg sgt kering.. hanya mampu berserah..
agaknya doc kt ctu kesian tgk linda so dorg bw hb dtg jpe linda jap.. sgt sedih.. linda sempat mengadu sakit kt hb.. tetibe muka hb nmpk berubah.. he understand me well.. thx b.. luv u so much..
Sekitar jam 12.00 pm
doc V.Meera dtg.. she says
"Linda, smlm u ad request EPI rite? We have a gud news 4 u.. kebetulan ad doc pakar here, so u can get epi to release ur pain.. but kte kne check dlu condition jantung bby, kalo xde masalah kte bleh proceed.."
linda jwb
"tolongla doc.. sy da x thn da ni.. tlg cptkn cket proses EPI"
lbih slps kurg stgh jam dtg 2 org pakar EPI.. sorg lelaki & sorg lg perempuan.. sempat lg yg lelaki tu membebel nk terangkan apa itu kaedah EPI.. cpt2 linda mencelah..
"sy tau doc.. sy da study smuanye.. doc bg je EPI cpt2.. sy da x thn da neh.."
dgn muka terkejut doc lelaki tuh jwb
"ooo.. puan da tau ye.. ok la kalo cmtu.. kte bleh trus psg"
proses Epi ambil mse hampir stgh jam.. linda igt lg tulang blkg linda dicucuk.. dr research linda sblm ni, ble dicucuk sgt sakit.. tp linda x rse sakit pn.. mayb sbb rse contraction tu lg sakit, so ble tulang blkg dicucuk linda bleh klasifikasikn mcm kne gigit semut je..
it takes about 5-10 minutes after bru la kesan EPI tu terasa dlm bdn.. apa yg linda tau mmg sgt comfortable.. bygkan sepanjang hr menahan sakit tetiba sakit tu hilang serta merta.. sgt2 bersyukur.. Allah msih lg kasihankn hamba-Nya ini.. Linda mntk izin dgn doc utk tdo coz nk rhtkn bdn.. doc benarkan & linda pn trus tertdo..
Sekitar jam 4.00 pm
Linda terjaga.. doc mntk izin utk check bukaan.. a gud news bukaan da 9cm..
mse tu x ksh pn doc nk wt ape coz linda lgsung x rasa sakit.. haha..
since graf bby da x cantik n air ketuban pn da dipecahkn, doc suggest linda try push utk kluarkn bby..
linda da try sebaik mungkin tp still x boleh.. ble check semula doc kata tulang punggung linda kecik & susah utk bby lepas.. since masa da suntuk, doc bg option sama ad linda nk try bersalin normal or operate..
secara automatik kluar dr mulut ni perkataan
"OPERATE"
bkn pe.. linda x larat nk buat apape lg da.. kalau dgn OPERATE, masalah selesai, biarlah OPERATE je.. lgpn kesian bby kt dlm tu.. mest bby pn pnt cm mama dia bila nk keluar x boleh..
Sekitar jam 4.45 pm
sblm dibawa ke bilik bedah linda sempat jpe hb.. mntk hb doakan linda & bby selamat.. mse tuh sejuk sgt.. linda menggigil.. mse tuh pn linda dlm keadaan sedar & tidak.. maybe kesan dr ubt EPI td.. apa yg linda igt mse dlm dewan bedah linda mntk izin dr nurse utk tdo.. haha.. asik nk tdo je kn linda ni.. seyes pnt..
5.17 pm
tau2 linda dgr suara bby buat pertama kalinya.. bby menangis..
nurse tepuk2 bahu linda ty jantina ank linda smbil tnjuk tuuutt bby.. linda jwb
"BOY"
pastu smbg pengsan.. smpila linda terasa sakit mcm perut ditekan2.. ble linda ty nurse lme ke lg, nurse jwb
"doc tgh jahit luka.. jap je lg"
pelik gak ble operate tp bleh rse sakit.. hurmm.. takut ble pk.. xnk pk apape lg da coz linda da selamat melahirkan bby.. alhamdulillah.. so linda pn smbg tdo..
